I hate that I now spend most of my free time searching for security systems and better ways to secure my house.
I hate that I have to spend money to protect the stuff that I bought with my money in my own house on my own land.
I hate that I cut short my day to get home before dark.
I hate that when I come into my house I’m wondering if there’s someone else in there.
I hate that I don’t want to replace what was stolen only to have it stolen again in a month or six.
I hate that I will spend another weekend setting up cameras to cover all angles of my property.
I hate that I can’t sleep with the windows open because any sound I hear outside sounds like someone walking around.
I hate that since the break in happened I wake up 2 to 3 times every night and have to go check the locks on the doors and windows before I can go back to sleep.
I hate that I can’t post where I’m at on Facebook. Not that I did it much in the past or that I don’t trust people on my friends list..But I’m worried that facebook will randomly change something and that info would be public.
But most of all I hate that I can’t seem to get past this.